Newborn spirit
Monday, June 20th, 2011There has been something dead inside of me that I only became aware of after I buried it. In the Jewish religion, we bury our dead in 24 hours so that we can start the grieving process believed to be only possible after burial. I’ve found lately that sometimes these literal interpretations of religion don’t serve me. My mother was near dead for six months in the hospital, and I had to begin my grieving process long before her burial. When I had to schedule an appointment a week out to put Arlene, my faithful friend and dog, to rest, I began grieving exactly one hour after the phone call.
I’ve come to know something about myself and I don’t know quite why I possess this quality but when I fall in love I fall in love instantly, at first sight, and hard. When I am ending something, it takes a painfully long time for me to reconcile the ending, but when it happens, I emerge stronger, lighter, reborn.
I’m inclined to believe I am destined for great work on this earth, and that is the dream I will follow today.