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Whose zooming who?

There are people who believe that private adoption exploits poor women. I beg to differ. It’s the couples trying to adopt who are exploited left and right because they want a baby so bad they will give up the farm. Then there are the attorneys who make their living on this transaction. Honestly, last night we met a woman who was adopted out of the foster care system because her mother was a drug addict,…

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Jai guru deva om

Everybody has had an opinion lately – where were these people when my mom needed financial, emotional, physical support? Everybody wants to profit on T and my desire to have a baby – so far $40,000 of money we don’t have. Everybody wants to own a piece of me, have a piece of me, destroy a piece of me. But they can’t. One of the songs I listened to when T and I first fell…

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Fox news is the anti christ

Oh now it’s coming out that Fox New is manipulating the news – give me a break – do you trust Rupert Murdoch to spin the news? Uh, no. The fact that they are trying to resurrect Sarah Palin by claiming she is so popular right now is the biggest load of hogwash I’ve ever seen. Give it a rest – you backed Bush for how long?

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Just dropped in to see what condition my condition is in

I walked Loca around the Big Lake this morning, reveling in the beautiful day outside, and the fact that despite all of the heaviness of late, that things are going to be all right. This is a difficult time because so many huge things hang in the balance. My uncle wrote me that having a baby was going to be life defining. Losing my mother is also as weighty. All around us there is beauty…

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The world and its mysteries

Seemingly unrelated events: My mom said to look for dogs as a sign that she is with me. We have been speaking to the birthmother about our concern for her postpartum and that she needs support to get through the early months after giving birth. Today the birthmother called that she had found two Beagle puppies on the side of the road, and she was excited because they will “give me something to hold while…

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