What’s the question?

I know the life of a zen bunny is to relinquish all thoughts to a more esoteric question – what, when, how, where and why all lead to a grey area. I know the Hurricane in the making – Isaac – how appropriate that on hearing of a hurricane arriving at the same time as me in New Orleans made me only say – whatever – unlike the reaction I had to the Hurricane that arrived shortly after my return in 2005.

Isaac – the sacrificial lamb – the proof of one’s faith – the son born to a hundred year old father and a barren mother who had wanted so badly to have a child – that is the name of this hurricane that shadows our arrival.

If one is what is in one’s head, then I feel like I’ve been laid out on the sacrificial altar for too long a time – ready for the knife to come down – ready to start life anew. To say I’ve been at the crossroads, that I’ve been trying to slay the past, that I continue to hold my future in abeyance is an understatement. My Hurricane would be called Job, not Isaac, an archaic patriarch that now is mostly reduced to anecdote.

August 24, 2012
Taurus (4/20-5/20)
You are about to come to a crossroads in your life. You should take the road that your mind tells you is the right one, not your more emotional choice. Right now, your feelings are a bit too confused to be good indicators. Your financial worries will soon be a thing of the past, thanks to the generosity of someone close to you. You will be given a real opportunity for career advancement, although it’s going to be contingent upon a long term commitment. There is no such thing as an easy reward.

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