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My mother hoards – her mother spares. My country lends itself to excessive eating – her country rations. My body is voluptuous – hers is lithe. Here we smile – there they scowl. I was raised in an ancient religion – she in a communist godlessness. I am light – she is dark. The differences fade to black when the similarities are so striking.
Daily Affirmation April 23, 2008 Today I manage my needs and wants, all the details of my life, according to the larger vision I have created for myself.
Hopefully to dream of tranquil thoughts – the sea coast of Croatia, swimming in the ocean, and peace on earth. Bush said this week that we are not in a recession (read: head up his ass). The superstitious believe you shouldn’t look a gift horse in the mouth – my horse rode in and I keep yelling from the rafters how great she is – it’s hard to tone down exuberance and excitement and joy…
Psychological Meaning: If you dream of missing a train, being unable to read an important message, searching in vain for something or failing to convince someone of the truth of an argument, then your dream is expressing deep-set frustrations. You may be concerned that your life is not going in the direction you want or may feel a repressed anger at the stubbornness of the people in your life. It is important that you discover why…
B told us that because I don’t sit down to eat things are breaking. I have been sitting down – I cut up an orange as a snack yesterday and normally would eat it over the sink, but instead put it in a bowl and ate at the table. I ate my popcorn dinner at the table – in the past this would have been in my lap while I worked.
T calls and I am dreaming that Loca has eaten my new orange shoes. And I am mad at myself for letting my shoes drop off from the stool I am sitting on.
Email T that I miss her and also email L&M about dreams of J with R. R is telling J things that simply aren’t true and I am getting more and more frustrated so I yell at R and say “that is fucked up!” Then I feel bad because I am yelling at a five year old because he is making shit up.
I ate my dinner – popcorn and broccoli – and watched Roy mow the bayou outside. Back and forth – how does one short Italian man find such energy? The neighborhood is already getting that Jazz Fest vibe – the one where people start coveting parking spaces. It’s like a land grab. I could feel it in the air when I came home.
1) Jazz Fest is this weekend – Friday it starts – usually I am jumping out of my seat and believe me by Friday I may be but right now I’ve been so BUSY with work, I haven’t even looked at the schedule – hard to believe. 2) Tatjana comes home in T minus almost 9 days and that is it – I am locking her up and she is not leaving this house again.…