Yoda
Yoda said attachment leads to jealousy, which is the shadow of greed – let go of your attachments. Uh, no. Perhaps too much Anakin in me than Yoda.
Arriving in SF on Thursday made my heart race – irrational fear that I would one day move back – deep breath, rather walk off planet. Cold and foggy except for Napa, made me long for tank top and shorts despite L telling me the weather here was not fit for dogs or humans.
I am freezing versus I am sweaty – which do you find compelling?
Friday morning laying in bed with the foggy wet cold streaming into the open window at the Argonaut – I longed for my Muse – sank under the covers – the long term plan became crystal clear to me… and with it a sweet serenity.
I have lost the habit of art…
[Adele was……notes to self – could start dead or dying]
K is in town and not sure how L is going to handle revealing it to others or not. Said he’s felt elated and some dread of what to do. Today at playdate was like first day of school and it is for so many – all the dogs were present at play date – N starts at the can this morning – W starts Country Day this Friday – Sep promises to be crazy busy – and as Les is want to quote – and the band played on….
A had me laughing with her bandaids and bj demo – the smurf – step one – who knew – then S with her jealousy of A, her giggles over “don’t touch that!” and overall good raucous time with everyone but so sweet to smell the humidity in the plane’s air as we came closer to the gulf. B was called bitch boy? – what goes on, and P told he was now in the cool club – all this from the love van – poor Ches (Chest), but more importantly poor B – damaged goods now.
philip (7:56:09 AM): oh.my.lord.
philip (7:56:17 AM): the love bus?
R (7:56:18 AM): Allison had remorse
R (7:56:21 AM): the love bus
R (7:56:32 AM): we had a good time (ahem)
philip (7:56:39 AM): didn’t sound like that much remorse
R (7:56:44 AM): next day
R (7:57:00 AM): “did we call Philip?” – what did we say? – oh no!
philip (7:57:12 AM): in the cool club? i hear that right?
R (7:57:19 AM): that was her remorse
R (7:57:28 AM): we think we’re cool
philip (7:57:43 AM): mmm hmmm
R (7:57:53 AM): hey, you want in or not?
philip (7:58:04 AM): 😉
R (7:58:26 AM): when I heard you were going to jump off boat in bay I decided to come for client event
philip (7:58:36 AM): absolutely
philip (7:58:48 AM): lap around the boat
R (7:59:06 AM): can’t wait
philip (7:59:17 AM): who was in the “bus” ?
R (7:59:44 AM): Shannon, Allison and I on way home with Brian one seat ahead (he is now damaged goods poor boy)
philip (7:59:52 AM): stunned
R (8:00:00 AM): you or baby Brian?
philip (8:00:05 AM): BB
R (8:00:12 AM): will never be quite the same