I was speaking to Flower today and I told her flat out that I just don’t know anything. I’m not going to say I want this to happen or that if that happens it would be bad, or that having, losing, waiting, getting – that any of it even makes any sense to me anymore. I’m throwing myself on the mercy of the cosmos. I’ve been up and down like on a pogo stick all day long and I’m not getting any closer to the truth.
Let go. Let god.