{"id":9835,"date":"2010-11-08T17:11:36","date_gmt":"2010-11-08T22:11:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=9835"},"modified":"2010-11-08T17:11:36","modified_gmt":"2010-11-08T22:11:36","slug":"the-old-time-stress","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=9835","title":{"rendered":"The old time stress"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Knowing we were leaving the beach the next day brought on that old familiar sleepless night &#8211; it&#8217;s restless mind syndrome and I want to make it stop. T and I had had a good soulful talk the night before about how to deal with this avalanche that I feel all around me starting with the smallest detail to the largest one. It&#8217;s like my mind welcomes the changes around me but emotionally I&#8217;m blocked from riding the wave, instead, I find myself crouched down on the surf board with my hands over my eyes going oh no, oh no, oh no. I&#8217;m in a blender right now and someone is just this close from pushing the eviscerate button and a part of me is like PUSH IT, and the other part of me is like oh no, oh no, oh no.<\/p>\n<p>My horoscope today because as always it is perfectly in tuned even though all of this is hocus pocus, I couldn&#8217;t have said it better:<\/p>\n<h4 style=\"font-size: 13px; font-weight: bold; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;\">November 08, 2010<\/h4>\n<ol style=\"padding: 0px; margin: 0px;\">\n<li style=\"padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; list-style-type: none; list-style-position: initial; list-style-image: initial; border-top-width: initial; border-right-width: initial; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-left-width: initial; border-top-style: none; border-right-style: none; border-bottom-style: solid; border-left-style: none; border-top-color: initial; border-right-color: initial; border-bottom-color: #f5f0f6; border-left-color: initial; margin: 0px;\">\n<h5 style=\"padding-top: 1em; padding-right: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em; padding-left: 0px; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; margin: 0px;\"><a style=\"text-decoration: none; color: #255ca1;\" href=\"http:\/\/shine.yahoo.com\/astrology\/taurus\/daily-overview\/\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" style=\"vertical-align: middle; margin-right: 1em; border: 0px initial initial;\" title=\"Taurus (4\/20-5\/20)\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/us.i1.yimg.com\/us.yimg.com\/i\/us\/ast\/gr\/icons_taurus.gif?w=640\" alt=\"Taurus\" \/><\/a><a style=\"text-decoration: none; color: #255ca1;\" href=\"http:\/\/shine.yahoo.com\/astrology\/taurus\/daily-overview\/\">Taurus\u00a0<em style=\"font-style: normal; font-weight: normal;\">(4\/20-5\/20)<\/em><\/a><\/h5>\n<p style=\"padding: 0px; margin: 0px;\">\n<p style=\"padding: 0px; margin: 0px;\">If there&#8217;s something you really, really want to happen at work, there&#8217;s a good chance that you&#8217;ll begin to see progress in that direction. Sure, it&#8217;s no guarantee that it will work, but then there are no guarantees in these things. And, in fact, that&#8217;s part of what makes the whole prospect so exciting: You never know what&#8217;s going to happen. So cross your fingers and send a few emails and wait and see what course it all takes. Maybe you should make a few phone calls too, though.<\/p>\n<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Knowing we were leaving the beach the next day brought on that old familiar sleepless night &#8211; it&#8217;s restless mind syndrome and I want to make it stop. T and I had had a good soulful talk the night before about how to deal with this avalanche that I feel all around me starting with the smallest detail to the largest one. 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