These endless nightmares are interrupting my sleep – the anxiety of my mom’s situation and days that are too busy to relax all stack up at night into weird bizarre nightmares. Last night I dreamed I married Joe, my gardener, and got pregnant and was sitting on a stoop with a bunch of alcoholics and drug addicts all smoking through their toothless grins.<\/p>\n
I woke in a panic.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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