{"id":206,"date":"2006-03-25T22:53:14","date_gmt":"2006-03-26T05:53:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=206"},"modified":"2006-03-26T07:39:05","modified_gmt":"2006-03-26T14:39:05","slug":"im-ready","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=206","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m ready"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Despite what anyone says I am ready. Today was a good day &#8211; I bought a dining table, chairs, coffee table &#8211; I found the perfect gift for little A, the toucan returned with a better peck, the day fell into serendipity pretty much to the end.  <\/p>\n<p>F says its aplomb you need to master. Or as the master said himself, grace under pressure. <\/p>\n<p>N pointed out the little ducklings in the bayou and said see, spring. And this time I think the pelican has gone. <\/p>\n<p>Rogue sunflowers are appearing everywhere around the city in a bizarre pattern.<\/p>\n<p>I did my best time today in a race &#8211; my even better than best &#8211; I knew I could do 3 miles no sweat and so once out there I just decided to go for it &#8211; under 10 minute miles &#8211; that&#8217;s great &#8211; now if I could do that times two for the Crescent City &#8211; that would be great. <\/p>\n<p>I went by Ricca&#8217;s to look at shutters and they are so expensive but I wound up in back with this salesman who had to sit down because he has feet problems and I told him about the race and he said you must not smoke? and I said I quit after starting back up after 14 years and he said he could quit anytime and I said honey, then do it. It&#8217;s the same farce I had laid out for myself &#8211; oh I&#8217;m not an addict anymore, I can quit &#8211; please &#8211; quit. Today is day  11 and I feel better than 11 days ago for certain. <\/p>\n<p>The 2 year old birthday at the bar in the Quarter was typical New Orleans &#8211; and nice in its off beatness and bohemian feel &#8211; I spoke to J who works at Adlers and she told me about all the beautiful jewelry &#8211; then C who just finished a chakras or something like that spiritual course that was given for free because of Katrina &#8211; little A played in the planter box with the banana trees and the banana chocolate cake from La Spiga was delicious and V put butterfly candles on the cake and made a sign with her hands of how she was going to get these big old sticks but then (fluttering hands) saw the butterflies &#8211; and little A was good and happy the way a 2-year-old should be on his birthday &#8211; he played the triangle in his little nazi boots. <\/p>\n<p>Then L and I went to nolafugee.com relaunch at Handsome Willy&#8217;s and the boys were oh so cute and the girls in their snappy clothes and the conversation always good &#8211; a woman was speaking about going back to her coke habit during the storm &#8211; and the music was DJ&#8217;d and danceable as it is want to be there &#8211; and a good time was had. <\/p>\n<p>Pal&#8217;s for a night cap where a man with one tooth missing kept wanting to buy me a drink. <\/p>\n<p>The Welcome<\/p>\n<p>    Do you wish to immigrate to my heart? Where are your<br \/>\npapers? What are your purposes?<br \/>\n    Are you lost? Are you broken? Come to the chamber of<br \/>\nmy heart for safety. Remember the old country. I was not<br \/>\nthere. I was waiting for you here.<br \/>\n    Do you wish to be naturalized in my arms? Let me instruct<br \/>\nyou in the new tongue. Tread softly; Death too first makes<br \/>\ninquiry, then shows the way.<br \/>\n    Come, pledge allegiance to my tattered proud flag. Here,<br \/>\nand here only, the streets are paved with gold.<\/p>\n<p>David Joel Friedman<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Despite what anyone says I am ready. Today was a good day &#8211; I bought a dining table, chairs, coffee table &#8211; I found the perfect gift for little A, the toucan returned with a better peck, the day fell into serendipity pretty much to the end. F says its aplomb you need to master. Or as the master said himself, grace under pressure. 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