{"id":16557,"date":"2012-08-20T00:45:48","date_gmt":"2012-08-20T05:45:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=16557"},"modified":"2012-08-20T00:45:48","modified_gmt":"2012-08-20T05:45:48","slug":"our-shadowy-selves","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=16557","title":{"rendered":"Our shadowy selves"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I sit in the back of the car, my dear friend in front in the driver&#8217;s seat, waiting for Tatjana to come out of the apartment. It is dark, the shadows of the linden trees make the street lights twinkle inside the parked car. He is speaking &#8230;<\/p>\n<p><em>It&#8217;s like the passion has gone out of me, for exercise, for my new job, for many things. I&#8217;m not sure where I am supposed to be or what I&#8217;m supposed to do. Perhaps this is simply a reflection of the times. There is so much uncertainty and little hope for what is going to happen. <\/em><\/p>\n<p>Am I dreaming? Am I speaking? Are we all one time specific cliche?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I sit in the back of the car, my dear friend in front in the driver&#8217;s seat, waiting for Tatjana to come out of the apartment. It is dark, the shadows of the linden trees make the street lights twinkle inside the parked car. He is speaking &#8230; It&#8217;s like the passion has gone out of me, for exercise, for my new job, for many things. I&#8217;m not sure where I am supposed to be&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16557","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-main"],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1kHSD-4j3","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16557","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16557"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16557\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16558,"href":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16557\/revisions\/16558"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16557"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16557"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16557"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}