Me and my alter egos were having a battle royale this morning in my head. One ego was saying, “I’ve been had!” The other ego was saying, “Give me a break, you know what the truth is.” Still another said, “Could you quiet it down, I can’t think with all this chatter going on.” It’s a constant dialogue with some shouting, some whining, some yelling from the rooftops – it’s so hard to stop it.
This afternoon before Swirl and before the pawty – we sat on the front porch and here are some snippets of the conversation:1) They give you 100 coconuts and I bought the rest. I paid a guy $1 a coconut to decorate them.2) Throw her down and then after about 8 days send her back out the door and say, “Go heal yourself.”3) I don’t think anyone could sexually assault you.4) You heard?5) What did…
I told J that tonight I was going to meet the person who I’d be having sex with next – ha ha – well G text to find out what up and I said I met 5 people I want to have sex with and am currently watching a woman in pink feathers do a striptease – she wrote back “slow nite” -then there’s the one who said she recognized me because she reads my…
Of course I was the only contestant – why? – and so I won – but really by the time Suavemente was on, everyone was on the dance floor.
Last night, when J and G and I walked in the party we were referred to as Charlie’s Angels. I was thinking about that show – doesn’t it seem so ridiculous – Charlie has his angels who are tough, kick ass hotties who go out and solve crimes and capture the bad guys. What goes on in TV land? Us angels are too busy being the bad gals and having a fun, we don’t have…
Do you know how it is when you walk in a room full of people but there is only one person there – and you move into the next room spilling over with people but there is still only that person there and then you walk into the next room which is filled with people but you are aware of only one person whose essence is palpably felt – and you have a sense of…
As J was driving off on her motorcycle she said “allow” was the word she proceeded with – just simply “allow” – and that’s what I told her — that I am moving through some force right now wherein I’m obviously or not so obviously trying to find the right way to maneuver but I’m sliding around on slippery edges and I’m brushing up against sharp angles and I’m falling down one minute and as…
In the grand scheme of things, we all hope to be smooth operators – sort of negotiating our way through social circumstance with aplomb – but in reality we are constantly rethinking, kicking ourselves, or basically grimacing at the last transaction we just had. What goes on? I mean really – I went to a gumbo fundraiser last night and room after room held some person that held in their gaze/conversation/thoughts something to power through…
Yoga instructor plays Fiona Apple singing the Beatles’ Across the Universe – says the message is no matter what comes in or out of your life, nothing changes your world – good to remember: ACROSS THE UNIVERSE Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup, They slither wildly as they slip away across the universe Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind, Possessing…