I want to know what love is … I want you to show me
“And still, after all this time, the Sun has never said to the Earth, ‘You owe me.’ Look what happens with love like that. It lights up the sky.” ~ Hafiz
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a little rain must fall
Yesterday, I had mapped out a plan for the afternoon into the evening. I was going to go and get paint to fix the front porch that I had had repainted last year, but then the repair man had set the tanks of termite poison on either side of the porch and left two large drum circles that had eaten off the paint that had now attracted debris and bugs and two circles of yuck.…
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The world and everything in it
There is a great line in Scarface, well there are many great lines, but one is when Al Pacino – Tony Montana says, I want what is coming to me. His bud Manny asks, What’s coming to you? Tony says, “The world, chico, and everything in it.” I juxtaposed that line against another line from a poem, The World Is Too Much With Us: The World is Too Much With Us by William Wordsworth The…
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But wait, mom needs a nap
There is the hypothyroidism making me tired, there is a three year old who won’t nap making me tired. So let’s revisit what it is I want to do – SLEEP, REST, RELAX. Yes, in that order, I want to get sleep, I went to feel rested, and I want to relax. But no dice.
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“The child is the father of the man” Wordsworth
“If the child is protected from the overwhelming hustle and bustle of life, his natural impulse to be content with less can grow as a habit pattern for life.” Nancy BLanning
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never underestimate the power of good
I was reading in a book about Rosa Parks. Do you know the story behind her. She had boarded a bus after working a long shift and sat in her designated place. She did. But the rule then was if the white area filled up the blacks had to vacate their designated space to give it to white people. She didn’t. She made history because she refused. Thank you Sister Rosa Parks – your history…
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Humiliation
Tatjana gave me a massage with our favorite therapist for my birthday among other gifts. When I went to see her she said she looked up alopecia to see what its spirit meaning was in the universe and in a word it is Humiliation. And its deeper meaning is “I never get to do what I want to do. When is it going to be my turn?” So the affirmation or mantra associated with it…
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The long and winding road
Last night Tin and I went to a board meeting for his school and on the way home I had a pity party – I don’t want to be bald anymore I said through my welled up eyes. I am tired of being nauseous in the morning and the evening due to Synthroid. I have no motivation to exercise and just want to lie down all the time – boo hoo. When I got home…
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Shut the Front Door
My motivation for just about everything has left the house – oh where oh where did it go?
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Finding out what really matters
I spoke with my new life coach – yep, I hired her – and we had an interesting talk about what really matters. We didn’t get far in our introductory sessions but two of the things that stood out right away for me are friendships and intellectual stimulation. I was speaking to a friend who quit her job because while she was working with nice people, she didn’t really like any of them. Working with…