{"id":90,"date":"2005-10-16T22:12:11","date_gmt":"2005-10-17T05:12:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=90"},"modified":"2005-10-16T22:12:11","modified_gmt":"2005-10-17T05:12:11","slug":"so-far-away","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=90","title":{"rendered":"So far away"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>One week away and almost home &#8211; meanwhile some people want me just to themselves, some want me as an addition to their group, some want me to play 24\/7, some just want me to pick up the phone when they call but what I say is when is that time that I get to sit on a porch alone and think about the things that I want? The time alone in my life has grown as rare as the smell of night blooming jasmine outside of New Orleans. I remember M saying she thought the smell was cloying and I knew then instinctively she wouldn&#8217;t stay. The other night, on reconnaissance we stopped at the Milan and smelled it going in &#8211; such a nice reminder of what New Orleans can yield. <\/p>\n<p>Last night S said he is tired of the show and I know what he means and feel for what he feels and yet the big distraction goes a long way to camoflauging the stuff none of us want to deal with. There it is &#8211; you want it to be compelling but sometimes it just makes everyone weary &#8211; so you seek alternate routes of entertainment &#8211; S is headed to the Adams opera this Thursday. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>One week away and almost home &#8211; meanwhile some people want me just to themselves, some want me as an addition to their group, some want me to play 24\/7, some just want me to pick up the phone when they call but what I say is when is that time that I get to sit on a porch alone and think about the things that I want? The time alone in my life has&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-90","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-main"],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1kHSD-1s","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/90","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=90"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/90\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=90"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=90"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=90"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}