{"id":860,"date":"2007-01-04T10:53:17","date_gmt":"2007-01-04T17:53:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=860"},"modified":"2007-01-04T10:53:17","modified_gmt":"2007-01-04T17:53:17","slug":"what-weighs-on-us-all-is-the-horror","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=860","title":{"rendered":"What weighs on us all is the horror"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Reading this book right now and last night I read 99% of the time that a woman suffers depression and\/or contemplates suicide is because of a man. Conversely, 99% of the time that a man suffers depression and thoughts of taking his life is over loss of standing in the community (job, power, money). <\/p>\n<p>I wonder if those statistic change with Katrina? I think 99% of the time, this time, those of us who remain in New Orleans are depressed and contemplating suicide because Katrina has put a weight on us to hope amidst hopelessness, to desire what can&#8217;t be grasped, to see what could be while retaining an image of what was, to mourn and long for a constant in the ever shifting landscape. <\/p>\n<p>*************<\/p>\n<p>&#8221;The horror, the horror,&#8221; Kurtz said, and he died, his body steaming enigmatically away.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Reading this book right now and last night I read 99% of the time that a woman suffers depression and\/or contemplates suicide is because of a man. Conversely, 99% of the time that a man suffers depression and thoughts of taking his life is over loss of standing in the community (job, power, money). I wonder if those statistic change with Katrina? I think 99% of the time, this time, those of us who remain&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-860","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-main"],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1kHSD-dS","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/860","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=860"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/860\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=860"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=860"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=860"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}