{"id":629,"date":"2006-11-02T16:18:52","date_gmt":"2006-11-02T23:18:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=629"},"modified":"2006-11-02T16:18:52","modified_gmt":"2006-11-02T23:18:52","slug":"trying-to-find-solace","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=629","title":{"rendered":"Trying to find solace"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Even though I started my day with Abby #1 in my arms and a big squeeze hug from Jake, I came home to the Bean puking up her kibbles because of the pesticide they sprayed in the apartment. Work was nonstop phone calls till I finally had to get up and walk away from the desk in the late afternoon &#8211; so I thought I would take the Bean out for fresh air, stop by the LaLa, and clear my mind. <\/p>\n<p>Instead K had to pull me aside and tell me how when he first met me I was so negative on the house and he got me to think positively about it. I just looked at him &#8211; I don&#8217;t know what the hell you are talking about I told him. And then he proceeded to tell me he had tapes he wanted me to listen to which would help me get in control. I just laughed &#8211; really now? &#8211; control? &#8211; as if I can control the process of this house. <\/p>\n<p>I just told him we&#8217;d &#8220;chat&#8221; later &#8211; because I had more work waiting for me at home. And then I walked into one of my positive stories down 17% &#8211; oh joy. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Even though I started my day with Abby #1 in my arms and a big squeeze hug from Jake, I came home to the Bean puking up her kibbles because of the pesticide they sprayed in the apartment. Work was nonstop phone calls till I finally had to get up and walk away from the desk in the late afternoon &#8211; so I thought I would take the Bean out for fresh air, stop by&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-629","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-main"],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1kHSD-a9","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/629","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=629"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/629\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=629"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=629"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=629"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}