{"id":588,"date":"2006-10-19T19:52:54","date_gmt":"2006-10-20T02:52:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=588"},"modified":"2006-10-19T19:59:02","modified_gmt":"2006-10-20T02:59:02","slug":"discipline-is-hard-to-come-by","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=588","title":{"rendered":"Discipline is hard to come by"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>After work, I went out to Metairie to see Abby #2 and she is more beautiful every time I see her. But her mother said she is a stinker and doesn&#8217;t sleep and wants to eat every 45 minutes. She slept in my arms for two hours. Then I made my way home down Veterans Memorial Boulevard &#8211; the soul of the suburbs. I picked up Saints shirts for the Snake &#8211; his birthday is Sunday and his party is at Handsome Willys on Saturday. Then I went shopping with a vengeance at Whole Food &#8211; I&#8217;m tired of eating the same thing every day, whatever that is, and so I bought chicken, beef, and shrimp since I&#8217;ve been having a rough time making real meals. It&#8217;s so easy to eat well with two, but one doesn&#8217;t eat that well or at least I don&#8217;t. Most days, I stand up at the kitchen island and eat because I have to, not because I want to. <\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t make A&#8217;s birthday at Cafe Degas. I didn&#8217;t go see Tom at the Ogden. But today I accomplished seeing the J-man, Abby #1 and Abby #2 and I took a break from the adult world that I have been orbiting. <\/p>\n<p>On my way home from Whole Foods, R called to see if I want to do something and I said I had one thing on my mind &#8211; finally watching Grey&#8217;s Anatomy &#8211; and hanging out with the Bean on my sofa. S called from SF and said that he might come in for one of my New York trips to work on the A&#8217;s house and he&#8217;d stay at the apartment and watch the Bean for me. <\/p>\n<p>I dropped two fat pumpkins off on the LaLa porch, and put the cherry stain by the back door (I had mistakenly bought a red mahogany stain for the shutters thinking it would match the real mahogany columns and windows, but when the stain was put on the cypress, it turned to almost black). <\/p>\n<p>I let out a big sigh when H was walking by and asked when I was moving in &#8211; end of the year I hope, I told her. <\/p>\n<p>The Yahoo disappointment is still a pall over the day and yes, I still believe Yahoo is a great company and maybe we&#8217;re looking at an &#8217;07 story, but you know what, with Google having soared on its wonderful growth news it made the Yahoo story a bigger pill to swallow. My colleague and sometimes confidant and always sexy friend in Krakow IM&#8217;d me and said he feels my pain. Whatyagonnado?<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s hard to be disciplined when the world you knew before just turned topsy turvy and you realize every breathing second that life is short (ah, but it&#8217;s wide) and so when do you quit being enamored with a company who WS is pummelling? Which event do you opt out of thereby slighting which friend? And when is not doing ever going to be as easy as doing? <\/p>\n<p>Discipline &#8211; it&#8217;s very tricky.  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>After work, I went out to Metairie to see Abby #2 and she is more beautiful every time I see her. But her mother said she is a stinker and doesn&#8217;t sleep and wants to eat every 45 minutes. She slept in my arms for two hours. Then I made my way home down Veterans Memorial Boulevard &#8211; the soul of the suburbs. 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