Today I woke up from a drug induced sleep – I took a quarter of an Ativan last night so that I could actually sleep – it worked. The sun is out and we are staying at a hotel on the Embarcadero and so we walked over to the Ferry Building and had a delicious cup of coffee and an almond croissant from Acme.<\/p>\n
It’s T’s birthday!<\/p>\n
I’m off to work but tonight we’ll head to the Slanted Door for some delicious food.<\/p>\n
Nagging me in the back of my mind is this has to be done and that has to be done about my mom and I’m so used to being in control of things, I’m pulled in a thousand directions but the one thing that I can’t control that I would if I could is the fact that she is dying. Everything else is meaningless, so today, I am going to focus on letting go. And helping my sweetheart celebrate her special day. And giving thanks that I’m alive, healthy, and have the privilege of traveling to the Bay Area in October when the weather is ideal and being able to do the work I love.<\/p>\n
A friend of mine once said he wanted “HAD A NICE DAY” printed on his tombstone. I like that.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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