{"id":393,"date":"2006-09-03T20:05:01","date_gmt":"2006-09-04T03:05:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=393"},"modified":"2006-09-04T19:41:46","modified_gmt":"2006-09-05T02:41:46","slug":"its-all-the-words-that-arent-said","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=393","title":{"rendered":"It&#8217;s all the words that aren&#8217;t said"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I woke from a deep nap that made me hop up and get going. Went to see mom and she was ironing her uniforms for the the week. It&#8217;s disconcerting to see her older, her routines having taken on some sort of death march, her gaze having died out almost. <\/p>\n<p>I picked up G afterwards and headed towards Bacchanal but got caught in some serious traffic from a second line that we&#8217;re not sure of the origins. We got there with the Bean who is on tail watch since she has chewed a basic ring around her tail and can&#8217;t be trusted to be on her own. <\/p>\n<p>G said B makes her feel bitchy, J is not responding and R is nice &#8211; but she called the long lost T at the end of it all because she feels as if she was blown off. Note to self call T and ask him why if he is so able to call her a maneater, he wanted to go out with her. Hello? Is anyone home?<\/p>\n<p>Anais was singing tonight at Bacchanal &#8211; what a lovely creature &#8211; long legs, junk in the trunk and yet, me thinks there is some shalty shnacks going on there that have shades of a long ago reunion with C at the Big 4 on Snob Hill. Too long for details. <\/p>\n<p>G was in a mood, inconsolable. We were going for a nightcap but she couldn&#8217;t do it. And I was ready for home myself having not really awakened to the day in any kind of real clarity. It&#8217;s impossible to know what we want &#8211; where is love tendered &#8211; is it through sex? cuddling? gossiping? confiding? conceding? &#8211; why does anyone want anything that in the end will hurt them? <\/p>\n<p>Arlene is in a curley cue form &#8211; trying to chew what is left of the hot spot on her tail &#8211; and we, G and me, are chasing our own tails in some sort of vestigal dance of nonsense. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I woke from a deep nap that made me hop up and get going. Went to see mom and she was ironing her uniforms for the the week. It&#8217;s disconcerting to see her older, her routines having taken on some sort of death march, her gaze having died out almost. I picked up G afterwards and headed towards Bacchanal but got caught in some serious traffic from a second line that we&#8217;re not sure of&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-393","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-main"],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1kHSD-6l","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/393","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=393"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/393\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=393"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=393"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=393"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}