I slogged out of bed this morning – just resistant to getting up and going – then I took the dogs out, then brought Arlene back – then took Loca out for a longer walk. This part of the walk began with me muttering underneath my breath – releasing anger about something that I need to just let go of – but I had a few more words to mutter before I could do that – then I said “Enough already” and looked up at the big puffy clouds and cleared my mind of all negative nonsense. Then I entered the park and looked around at the silvery moss hanging from the trees and the ducks and geese scattering around the lagoon and smiled. It’s all good I said to myself. It’s all good.\u00a0
I ran hard for a little bit with Loca off the leash until she started to run into the street. I leashed her back up. My heart was beating so loud inside my chest – it wants – and yet I have to quiet the thundering pace it wants to proceed with – proceed with love – with great love – the profoundness – the wanting – desire – and so I cradle it back in its cavity and tell it to rest – to be patient – its time will come.\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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