{"id":2127,"date":"2007-12-19T11:05:39","date_gmt":"2007-12-19T16:05:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=2127"},"modified":"2007-12-26T15:31:07","modified_gmt":"2007-12-26T20:31:07","slug":"walk-on-by","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=2127","title":{"rendered":"Walk on by"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Headed to Swirl last night much to my stomach&#8217;s chagrin but wanted to catch up with F and B before they left for Turkey and D who was headed back to El Lay and see G who I hadn&#8217;t seen in a while, but of course, the first person I do see coming out of the store is the one person I&#8217;m in high avoidance of and of course, there&#8217;s the every time I think I&#8217;m out, they pull me back in tug of war that begins to stoke up inside me &#8211; but, I take a breath, I&#8217;ve purged so much that I notice instead the discomfort is outside of me and I&#8217;m clear and resolute in my purpose and stride. I feel good in the words of James Brown &#8211; like I knew that I would. I&#8217;m the prize, I tell myself when I walk on by after cordial and nervous greetings and into the store, and I know with absolute certainty the only person going to rattle my cage is the one who recognizes I&#8217;m IT and is available emotionally, physically, psychic-ly, lovingly, mentally, soulfully, religiously, spiritually.\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Headed to Swirl last night much to my stomach&#8217;s chagrin but wanted to catch up with F and B before they left for Turkey and D who was headed back to El Lay and see G who I hadn&#8217;t seen in a while, but of course, the first person I do see coming out of the store is the one person I&#8217;m in high avoidance of and of course, there&#8217;s the every time I think&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2127","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-main"],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1kHSD-yj","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2127","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2127"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2127\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2127"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2127"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2127"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}