{"id":20779,"date":"2015-06-02T05:09:04","date_gmt":"2015-06-02T10:09:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=20779"},"modified":"2015-06-02T05:10:46","modified_gmt":"2015-06-02T10:10:46","slug":"healing-the-mother","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=20779","title":{"rendered":"Healing the Mother"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I keep waking up from the same <del datetime=\"2015-06-02T10:07:16+00:00\">dream<\/del> nightmare &#8211; I walk into my son&#8217;s room, he&#8217;s in distress and I save him. This dream has woken me several times during the past few nights and I lay in bed and try to not let my mind destroy me. I think about my friend who held her child as she transitioned away at two years old &#8211; how could my friend ever sleep again? I toss and turn, and what puts me back to sleep is the knowledge that I have a strong child. <\/p>\n<p>Perhaps it is he who will save me. <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/statues.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"20780\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?attachment_id=20780\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/statues.jpg?fit=640%2C640\" data-orig-size=\"640,640\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-title=\"statues\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/statues.jpg?fit=640%2C640\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/statues.jpg?resize=640%2C640\" alt=\"statues\" width=\"640\" height=\"640\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-20780\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/statues.jpg?w=640 640w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/statues.jpg?resize=150%2C150 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/statues.jpg?resize=300%2C300 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I keep waking up from the same dream nightmare &#8211; I walk into my son&#8217;s room, he&#8217;s in distress and I save him. This dream has woken me several times during the past few nights and I lay in bed and try to not let my mind destroy me. I think about my friend who held her child as she transitioned away at two years old &#8211; how could my friend ever sleep again? I&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20779","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-main"],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1kHSD-5p9","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20779","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20779"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20779\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20784,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20779\/revisions\/20784"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20779"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20779"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20779"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}