{"id":19413,"date":"2014-04-06T07:50:00","date_gmt":"2014-04-06T12:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=19413"},"modified":"2014-04-07T08:27:29","modified_gmt":"2014-04-07T13:27:29","slug":"19413","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=19413","title":{"rendered":"Taller than the Tallest Tree"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Why me Lord, what have I ever done? <\/em><\/p>\n<p>I love when Kris Kristofferson sings that song. And I love when that question arises in me because it usually means that my cup runneth over. I have been wanting to plant a garden and landscape my house and behold the floodgates opened to me in the form of &#8220;donated&#8221; plants, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=19405\" target=\"_blank\">trees<\/a>, and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=19335\" target=\"_blank\">bottles<\/a> and bricks for borders. <\/p>\n<p>I asked for a dog &#8211; a canine companion &#8211; because I missed my animals so much and one in particular and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=19297\" target=\"_blank\">Stella<\/a> &#8211; the replica of her &#8211; comes into my life. <\/p>\n<p>I said to the world that I want to do meaningful work that pays me back in kind and it has begun to flow in. <\/p>\n<p>Recently, I lost a scarf with elephants on it that had kept me warm all winter and last night, a friend walked up to me and said, here, I have this and thought of you and want you to have it. A scarf with elephants on it. <\/p>\n<p>Pinch me &#8211; okay &#8211; because my real life is greater than my dream life. <\/p>\n<p>Friends of mine gathered to celebrate a young one&#8217;s photo entry into a Teen Competition at the Contemporary Arts Center &#8211; it was a photograph of Tin and me at a Kwanzaa celebration in Congo Square last year. My friend was the talent, but I was the belle of the ball when I walked in. The muse, someone called me. A muse it is.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/IMG_6448.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"19414\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?attachment_id=19414\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/IMG_6448.jpg?fit=3264%2C2448\" data-orig-size=\"3264,2448\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.4&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;iPhone 4S&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1396722950&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;4.28&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;160&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.05&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"IMG_6448\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/IMG_6448.jpg?fit=640%2C480\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/IMG_6448.jpg?resize=640%2C480\" alt=\"IMG_6448\" width=\"640\" height=\"480\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-19414\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/IMG_6448.jpg?w=3264 3264w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/IMG_6448.jpg?resize=300%2C225 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/IMG_6448.jpg?resize=1024%2C768 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/IMG_6448.jpg?w=1280 1280w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.dangermond.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/IMG_6448.jpg?w=1920 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em>Why me Lord? What have I ever done?<br \/>\nThat was worth even one of the pleasures I&#8217;ve known.<br \/>\nTry me Lord, if you think there&#8217;s a way, I can try to repay, all I&#8217;ve taken from you.<\/em> <\/p>\n<p>And at the end of the night when we were at my friend&#8217;s studio for an art exhibit &#8211; Christin Bradford got up and sang acapella because the five member band she had assembled had within days of the gig all bowed out for various reasons and so she brought it all on &#8211; all herself. I wish I would have videoed her but I was too enthralled &#8211; we all were &#8211; to do anything but listen. Later, trying to remember the lyrics &#8211; my friend taped me and then Christin joined in so we caught a snippet of her. For this, for everything, I am grateful. <\/p>\n<div class=\"jetpack-video-wrapper\"><span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"640\" height=\"360\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/-Ov14_lhNsI?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation allow-popups-to-escape-sandbox\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/div>\n<p>And so in answer to the question &#8211; <em>why me Lord?<\/em> &#8211; I offer Marianne Williamson&#8217;s response:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Our Greatest Fear <\/p>\n<p>Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.<br \/>\nOur deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.<\/p>\n<p>It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.<\/p>\n<p><strong>We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,<br \/>\ntalented and fabulous?<br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\nActually, who are you not to be?<\/p>\n<p>You are a child of God.<\/p>\n<p>Your playing small does not serve the world.<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other<\/p>\n<p>people won&#8217;t feel insecure around you.<\/p>\n<p>We were born to make manifest the glory of<br \/>\nGod that is within us.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not just in some of us; it&#8217;s in everyone.<\/p>\n<p>And as we let our own light shine,<br \/>\nwe unconsciously give other people<br \/>\npermission to do the same.<\/p>\n<p>As we are liberated from our own fear,<br \/>\nOur presence automatically liberates others.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014Marianne Williamson<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Why me Lord, what have I ever done? 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