{"id":18202,"date":"2013-04-20T13:26:17","date_gmt":"2013-04-20T18:26:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=18202"},"modified":"2013-04-20T13:28:21","modified_gmt":"2013-04-20T18:28:21","slug":"forgetting-where-i-left-off","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=18202","title":{"rendered":"Forgetting where I left off"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Already next week is full. How is that again? Yes, next week&#8217;s calendar is full and it hasn&#8217;t even arrived yet. Playdates galore for Tin, work goals for me, and Jazz Fest starts on Friday. My Jazz Fest junkie days are gone, perhaps, because I only have a ticket for each weekend and I know the second weekend is Saturday, but the first is still up in the air as to which day I&#8217;ll go. Am I nonplussed? I seem to be when it has to do with this festival that I have held up on a pedestal for so long. <\/p>\n<p>Today, I get to walk a block to Fortier Festival and hear Walter Wolfman Washington and Allen Toussaint &#8211; really? Like in the pocket park a block from my house? Yep. Tomorrow it&#8217;s Earth Day with Panorama and the Stooges Brass Band. A few more blocks away. Nuts huh?<\/p>\n<p>Right now I&#8217;m moving from one event to the next, each one is fleeting: hi, yes, <em>sip sip<\/em>, yawn, k, later &#8211; someone put in an email recently &#8220;am in crunch time&#8221; &#8211; another wrote &#8220;not one day on my calendar to do laundry&#8221; &#8211; another said, &#8220;talk to me now cuz I&#8217;m about to drive off this bridge and everything is out of control&#8221; and I am sticking to my usual refrain, &#8220;No time to spit.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>In the light of day, juggling is easy. It&#8217;s the night time where things slow to a rhythmic dance full of ghosts and fantasy. Last night, I watched skinny friends try on skinny jeans as I sipped red wine from a plastic cup, then later chatted till the cows came home at Bouligny Tavern munching on tempura green beans and roasted kale. But in bed, I read till my eyes rolled back and dreams swept me into worlds of reddish brown hair growing in abundance from my head, a friend with a fly on his nose, and someone&#8217;s button that wouldn&#8217;t stay buttoned, two friends leaning in, one with a mysterious new haircut and eyeglasses that made her look like Tina Fey (a change from her goth style). <\/p>\n<p>Then I woke up again, forgetting where I left off&#8230; .<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Already next week is full. How is that again? Yes, next week&#8217;s calendar is full and it hasn&#8217;t even arrived yet. Playdates galore for Tin, work goals for me, and Jazz Fest starts on Friday. My Jazz Fest junkie days are gone, perhaps, because I only have a ticket for each weekend and I know the second weekend is Saturday, but the first is still up in the air as to which day I&#8217;ll go.&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18202","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-main"],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1kHSD-4JA","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18202","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18202"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18202\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18204,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18202\/revisions\/18204"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18202"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18202"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18202"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}