{"id":17588,"date":"2013-01-15T19:25:16","date_gmt":"2013-01-16T00:25:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=17588"},"modified":"2013-01-15T19:31:55","modified_gmt":"2013-01-16T00:31:55","slug":"shattered-dreams","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=17588","title":{"rendered":"Shattered dreams"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been smiling and dialing all days long this week for a project I&#8217;m working on and frankly I was losing my voice trying to read Tin&#8217;s books to him. He said, &#8220;Mommy, I can&#8217;t hear you.&#8221; But when it&#8217;s raining goodness you just have to keep up the pace. I&#8217;m blessed with work sources that are insightful and charming, and I&#8217;m on a roll as one friend pointed out here, so I can&#8217;t stop now. <\/p>\n<p>On a positive roll, that is, let&#8217;s not forget that it&#8217;s been an uphill slog to get here, but just when things turned the corner in a big way, the new Yemaya candle that I had burning burst from its seams and blue wax spread across the counter top. Yes, the new roll is arriving with shattered glass. But isn&#8217;t that the nature of change?<\/p>\n<p>I just got the itinerary for the Inauguration and I&#8217;m so psyched to be taking this spontaneous trip in the midst of so much going on because I NEED a break &#8211; to walk the streets of DC, to be part of the major action in this country this weekend, and to reflect on all that has brought me here &#8211; well, yes I can. <\/p>\n<p>I put on a big pot of red beans at 5 in the morning, and Tin asked me why I was cooking beans. I said because I want to make food for those people I love. &#8220;I love you, Mommy,&#8221; he said. And of course, that was the biggest tip I&#8217;ve ever received. <\/p>\n<p>Now to get through the next few days with my sanity and push out a great report on media, pack some outlandish clothes for three balls to attend, and spend every spare second being grateful. <\/p>\n<p>Amen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been smiling and dialing all days long this week for a project I&#8217;m working on and frankly I was losing my voice trying to read Tin&#8217;s books to him. He said, &#8220;Mommy, I can&#8217;t hear you.&#8221; But when it&#8217;s raining goodness you just have to keep up the pace. I&#8217;m blessed with work sources that are insightful and charming, and I&#8217;m on a roll as one friend pointed out here, so I can&#8217;t stop&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17588","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-main"],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1kHSD-4zG","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17588","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17588"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17588\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17590,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17588\/revisions\/17590"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17588"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17588"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17588"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}