{"id":1181,"date":"2007-04-19T08:41:56","date_gmt":"2007-04-19T15:41:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=1181"},"modified":"2007-04-19T08:41:56","modified_gmt":"2007-04-19T15:41:56","slug":"i-dont-know-if-it-is-crime-or-the-fear-of-it-that-wears-you-down","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/?p=1181","title":{"rendered":"I don&#8217;t know if it is crime or the fear of it that wears you down"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was walking through City Park in some state of headiness as I am want to get while strolling through a lush landscape dotted with interetsing birds and plants and trees. The Louisiana yellow and purple irises are just starting to fade from their Easter burst, but there is still a dot or two of color here and there. As Arlene and I rounded the lagoon, I saw a shadow in the distance, a black man making his way toward the picnic shelter and in the shadows saw a glint of metal. I had two choices, continue strolling by the lagoon&#8217;s path, which would position me alone behind the shelter or divert to the railroad tracks which is more out in the open. I watched without watching to see what he was doing and he leaned over the picnic table. To the left were ducks and swans and I chose to the take the path on the right, out in the open. As I came near the front of the shelter the man had disappeared causing a slight chill down my back as if indeed one of those ducks had walked over my grave. When I turned back, I could see the man now leaning in slightly towards the lagoon, and in his hands a long telescoping camera lens focused on the ducks as they swam away. <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s the fear that wears at a community. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was walking through City Park in some state of headiness as I am want to get while strolling through a lush landscape dotted with interetsing birds and plants and trees. The Louisiana yellow and purple irises are just starting to fade from their Easter burst, but there is still a dot or two of color here and there. As Arlene and I rounded the lagoon, I saw a shadow in the distance, a black&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1181","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-main"],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1kHSD-j3","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1181","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1181"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1181\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1181"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1181"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dangermond.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1181"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}