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Impending joy

I was sitting in a journalist and writers group in 1996 in a restaurant on the wharf in San Francisco. Everyone was talking about tragedy and drama and how friction makes the best writing material. I raised my hand and said, Yes, but how do we deal with impending joy? And everyone laughed. But seriously, I have felt such amazing surges of joy in my life and happiness and the older I get the deeper…

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One day I might figure it out

As I was stirring the eggs and sugar for this marble cake I was making, I had this thought about how you need to envision what your life is supposed to look like – and then be happy and grateful when the vision is fulfilled. I’m looking out the window at the bayou, a big full moon, and I’m imagining spending the rest of my life here with T and raising children and having friends…

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When I’m daydreaming

Our friends from Croatia arrive this evening and so far I’ve cleaned the windows, made a big pot of red beans, baked a marble cake, made Cowboy Cookies, and also curried cauliflower. I still want to make cornbread but don’t know if I will get to it since the house needs to be vacuumed and the front windows cleaned. At one point today in the kitchen, I had this thought that I really would have…

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Monday countdown

An outstanding weekend as far as the weather goes. Why is uncertainty so hard to live with? The news is all about all of these people who banked on retiring by doing the right thing – investing in real estate and the stock market and now that proved to be the wrong thing to do. My parents never did anything just like a lot of people’s parents and so less to lose? It’s a full…

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