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Finding balance within yourself

I’ve had hell to pay on my right side – my lower back, my psoas has atrophied, I’m convinced of it, since I am in such pain most of the time. Since going back to Lara, I’ve realized that this is my masculine side, the one that delivers, performs, does and that it is in a war for control with my feminine side, the one that receives, takes, and simply is. Luckily yoga practice this…

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A walk in the park

Summer’s heat gave way to fall in the past forty-eight hours and this morning brought all the good feelings that autumn always gives me. I came home from walking Loca briskly through the park (all the while noticing the clean up, which has gone smoothly and quickly post storm) and waiting for me was lipa oil simmering on the paper mache elephant from Croatia, my tea piping hot on a table setting, and a beautiful…

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My summer reading – coincident or not?

I read Thomas Wolfe’s You Can’t Go Home Again during the summer and while the book serves as a treatise against nostalgia, the passages about the Great Depression were to me the most haunting. The land grabs, the greed of investors, the neighbor turning against neighbor for the almighty dollar all that preceded the worldwide economic downturn which started in 1929 and lasting through most of the 1930s, is too reminiscent of what I came…

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Old timer’s disease

Back in the summer of 1995, I took a job at Brigtsen’s waiting tables while getting freelance jobs writing. I remember a woman came in with her father, a frail man who looked as if she had just sprung him from a nursing home. They sat at one of the tables on the front porch and she was wearing a power suit and was describing to her father her recent accomplishments. He just kept nodding.…

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Rainy day Monday

Woke this morning to grey skies and rain. Loca and I tried to walk anyway but were quickly soaked despite rain gear. A pall hangs over the sky that is greater than the weather. On Saturday, Abby, who has been hanging on with a will of steel started faltering again as the tumor came back. Of all the things you could wake up on a Monday and contemplate, the death of your daughter should not…

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A ride through the unfamiliar terrain of the North Shore

MS sponsored a training ride through Tammany Trace and the back roads in Tammany Parish. Our route took us along horse farms and rolling hills. I noticed a preponderance of lawn statues – Jesus, angels, Virgin Mary’s, rabbits, dogs, deer, and birds and even a bouquet of flowers, not to mention horses – stone statuary is all the rage on the North Shore. We ride almost 62 miles and my roadkill count is: 2 dead…

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